nice dream

the weathers been soooo crazy whats wrong? o great, so the moment i decide to talk bout it, it stops raining, yes this very minute after hours of storming, wow looks like i CAN control the weather after all aye haha

okay, rain, keep it up. at least for tonight ;

xx smilingf00l

this made me cry.

the unwritten 3.

rough week, miscommunications, unreliability, and annoyance. but made it through, as expected...since time doesnt stop. though tough, we fought through it. miscommunication does happen, especially when you have to work as a group, and at times, you may be let down by people. no matter what you say, if you've done your part or whatnot...at the end of the day, you are a team. teams fight through it all together. when ones struggling, or fallen , you help them up, and support them through it. because at the end of the day, it counts as a whole. nobodys gona know if you did your part. nobodys going to care. because whats more important is you've made it through, as a whole-a team. on another note, been thinking...abit too much probably. yeah- everyone has insecurities. whether you are sensitive hearted and it shows, or whether you're bold in personality- a mere shell of your soft and insecure heart. perhaps its too much listening to jessie j- nobody's perfect. but its true, its a lesson to learn, nobodys perfect. how can we- imperfect and somewhat insecure expect anybody else to be perfect? the talks keep coming from those i love. the harsh words, the friendly reminders, the constructive criticism. all to make us better. but the decisions iv made, the paths iv followed, the things i've sacrificed and the path ahead. it branches in two. not quite sure when i'll reach the fork but at the end of the day, an answer needs to be made. i dont know what i can do. two sides. a seesaw- is this all worth it? thinking too much yet again.... yet time goes on...

procrasTHAFKNation

siigh~ midway mark. two days to go. AND GUESS WAT.

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  bio draft report - DONE


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  mol props 2 - DONE


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  fieldwork - DONE


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  meds assignment- DONE [my part]


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  calculus quiz - dreading


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  bio quiz-...FML.
  



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  in dread of the fri 8am start. lets hope im still alive... ;

soldier on.

okay. basically this week is fkup week. six things to do/due this week and two extra hours of uni.... great. fun. fatastic. hahas lame. but yes. i feel that this is some sorta stage. something we must conquer and if we do so, means we're undefeatable. lets fight this together. lets overcome this fkweek and then lets party like 300. who cares about 6 things. bring it on. cant wait. ps. nxt friday. celebrations ;P xxsmilingf00l

Six

WHATS IN THE BOX WHATS IN THE BOX, WHATS IN THE BOX TODAYYYY

strawberry cardina? & napoleon

another marking, to half a year. wow did time srsly go that fast? doesnt really feel like it.

too bad today didnt getta keep the rain up; but aside from that was alrights... gotta enjoy some cake and coffeee mmms but yeah...RAIN? why must you fall down.

i wana say thankyou to people and sorry to others. i'll talk to ya personally myself but yes. im sorry.

things feel a lil down koz havent been having the best of lucks. losing a ring. and then an umbrella. and then forgetting to give other things. my memory... needs repairing. my timing improved. my act, a makeover.

thankyouthankyouthankyou sbb for nice day, conversation is good :)

thats it. head kinda hurting... from rain.

ciao

xx smilingf00l

x rainbow

why so gloomy? so grey? so cold. everythings been so fkd up lately... the weather... the bombardment of exams... the beginning of sickness season... and tomorrow? just another day. its hard to think that anythings on my side of things lately and i guess all i can do is wait.

but waiting.... and waiting...for what?

the rainbow.

well daylight saving will be over; another hr to sleep, one assignment & 1 quiz outta the way and counting, special dates are all set, important decisions finalised, and new 'adventures' to look forward to. who said that all you see are gloomy clouds? behind it all's whats comin our way.

xsmilingf00l