hallucination #1

sometimes you wonder when all this will be over... to realise it hasnt even started yet. and no matter how high you try to climb, you realise you are still at the first few steps.

xx smilingf00l

late.

two little piggys went to the m...eeting point. late post but heres the 'meeting place' place thats apparently good for meets.

jumbo taro milk tea with pearls

bacon & asparagus skewers & almighty chicken wing

green tea icecream float

some fatty

Ratings

Taro milk tea : 5/10 very bland and jumbo was smaller than expected =/

Green tea Icecream float : 5/10 very bitter D:

Bacon & Asparagus skewers: 6/10 tasty but super salty ;D

Chicken wing: 9/10 one word. YUM.

food tbh was not as good as expected =/ and the place was smaller than i'd imagine, not very cosy and super dark. but service was okay [even though they gave us the wrong drink] and i guess... could've been better.

with that aside... all i can do is SIIIGHHH at uni. startin next week got random quizzes every week and well... not cool. especiall having to get to uni at like 8.25 for them and having some one after the other. sigh @ two workshops one after the other. hohoho. i miss peoples; havent seen some good friends for agess thanks to uni's workload but what can i say? it really does feel like hsc all over again.

got a new printer and lets say... yay to sales xD the one thing i dislike is the paper loading which is really annoying [need to fill those trays before putting the tray into the machine....] yeah its confusing but yeah. :)

nice to be seeing some familiar faces around uni :) hope uni has more to bring than jsut the work. hope somebody gets better soons and maybe i should sleep

8am starts seriously feel like highschool morning classes all over again

to sleep,

smilingf00lx

the unwritten 2.

weather; pouring breeze; fine mood; down three weeks into first semester and i hate to say this but... the workload is piling up. so much to do, so little time. Seeing people struggle with their 12 hour weeks and then seeing myself struggle with my 26 hr weeks.... i need to get a move on. despite all, been troubled lately. no time for work, no time for play, no time to even drive. i want my p's ... so badly. just as an escape sometime. but i admit. im not ready yet. nobody wants a dangerous driver like me who doesnt even check her blindspots to be on the roads.=/ aside from all this... rents've been putting pressure on me. alot of pressure. trying to make some 'sense' in me for... wasting my time. It hurts to even think that its considered 'wasting time' but today. was . intense. I cannot believe finally... after almost half a year, she finally sed it. released her anger on whata dumb kid she has... who doesnt listen to her or whatnot. nonsense. strong words. no tears. im 18. big girls dont cry. i want somebody to depend on. something to say anything to. hello blog; cyberspace. you were the chosen one. it feels like i cannot express any of this. to anyone. because i still havent released the actual reason for such pressure. that'll probably be kept within me because... i dont want anybody hurt. anyones feelings crushed. whats wrong with me? what am i saying? i dont know. my head hurts. and mozzies...should die. for the now, i'll keep my act together. make an attempt to make everyone happy. earphones in, music not playing, pretending to sleep.

the unwritten.1

do you sometimes wonder why things happen? why they dont occur earlier or later, but just at that certain instance. some call it chance. some call it coincidence. or maybe its just what they call fate.

so much has happened lately, i cannot begin to think. my head hurts. my heart sore. my mind blank. is it true that when theres a beginning, there'll also be an end? what about stopping time, just at the very moment you'd want to last forever;

yet time passes...

Five

already 5 months? no way! what really? time flies...