day 1

how many times iv tried to blog, but having nothing to say, so no new post. til today. today was first day uni.

nervousness, excitement, confusion, no idea what to think. all that was going through my head was ' must not fall asleep', being the tired person i am. its sorta become a permanent feeling of tired and having insomnia, need i say more?

ugh, needa get a move on, needa find some new peeps, needa....sleep.

zzz

xx smilingf00l

eionfgiwen

so... one day has gotten me full messed up these few days. i cant believe its gotten to me how i overestimated that one day. so much that i put quite a lot of effort into it. i dont think it showed how much effort i exactly put but seriously, i cannot believe i did so. was very anticlimatic. very ... 'expected'.

5/10. yes i shouldnt complain because it was probably my fault.

ok now pass the drinks.

this chick got owwwneeedddd

ok that was NOT referring to meee ;DD despite how u guys might want it to be :( hahas but yesss! highlight of my 9 hr shift @ work... was.... two asian 'gangdur' chicks walking in... tried on clothes... time goes by. THEN BAM. i come back to see my manager checking their bags to find stolen items. wow. okay so its the first time iv actually seen/encountered such a happening... two helpless chicks scorned infront of other customers as goods r taken out which they've stolen. idk what to say. they're noob? bad luck to them? but yes. so started getting back to work to realise...it was just let off like that. other customers askd me, ' u jsut let them off like that? why didnt u guys call the police? ' well... idk what happened. maybe they DID call police. maybe not, maybe warning. no idea. but wow. it was quite exciting ;DD

hahaas ok im NOT weird. ;D

so anotherr thing iv been meaning to blog about... and finally came round to doing so since im already on the talk of work is.... THE IMPORTANCE OF MOBILE PHONES TO MEN. hahaha seriously. TEN out of TEN guys when they stand outside the changerooms waiting for their gfs/mums/aunts/whoever to try on clothes... they ALWAYS lean on the tableee or sit on the couch and what do they do? they take out their cellphones. so what do they actually do? text people? call people? re-read old texts? play snake? [YES I DID SEE A FEW GUYS DO THAT] , play games? look at photos? but seriously. its as if cellphones are their saviours to looking stupid standing outside a girls changeroom. well it probably is since... it DOES save from awkward glances around, the silent chatter of men-talk with other men that are waiting... and seriously. i really dont mind if they do koz the possible rare ONE guy who doesnt take out his phone... starts hitting on the closest chick. and usually that is me. no im not here boasting about being hit-up but to be honest... its really.... offputting.

seriously. think bout it. ur job is to stand there being fitting room control and people make stupid comments, unnecessary seedy smiles and you cannot get away. you cannot go somewhere else and you cannot say anything to tell THEM to go away. hahas ok enough of that, so back to mobile phones. i think i suddenly thought of this and how mobiles r guys best friends koz SOMEONEEEE *cough mr j cough* is glued to his as well. hahas ok maybe its jsut me. maybe i jsut dont check my phone every two secoondssss and realise i get like ... 23 missed calls. [true story] but yeahh....

... enough rambling nowww...

got worka gain 2morrowww 9-3 O YEAHHH ;D

gona hit dreamlandd

xx smilingf00l

day out at macq.

today was seriously... off with a rough start. firstly,,... despite alarm going off at 9... slept til like 11. after rushing out realising how late i was... i was met with mum's pms as she reluctantly drove me to station. so i missed my first train. it took me three trains to go to macq. and missing one by 10 mins meant the whole trip was delayed by liek 50 minutes. so altogehter... spent like almost 2 hrs on transport jsut getting to macq. greaaat.

i wana thankkk a verrryyy specialll frienndd for helping me through my ride + talking me through rough times thanks heaps babes. x

but leave that aside... we decided to try out bagels from ..."The Great Bagel & Coffee Company'' so this little cosy place i would've missed jsut walking through since ... we got lost so many times inside macq centre but was pretty goood. dont udnerstimate its size. very filling.

Crispy Bacon & Avocado on a toasted Cheese Bagel.

went to the rink first time since a very long time after finally decided to combat my fears and .... unforgetting past experiences. was alrights though got cramps dont ask why. =/ lucky no blisters and no falling down- also, no repeating of past experiences. thank god. thankyouu suzzz for being there ily :) (no photos... suz has them) was a good change to see u guys since havent done so in agesss. shoutout to jae & jinn, glad u guys r back thoough not for long, jae :(

well thats it.... i seriously dont know whatta talk bout. =/

oh.

babes, heres the shirt. doesnt look as big nowww aye?

ps. thanks for souvenirs, hope u liked ur vday prez.


thats it .

xx smilingf00l

VDAYY

with vday around the corner, love awaits. wonder what pleasant surprises this year may bring us

so its been a while.... and look what the postman brought in.... a PACKAGEE! hohoho [this was on monday] 8am whilst i was stilll lightly dreaming away when i suddenly felt a distant ring. so after fifteen minutes or so.... finally woke to realise it was the doorbell .

woah wtfs since when'd i order chocolate?! [gg man sorry iv tried rotating this pic so many times its still fkd up =/]

tadaaaaaa tbh i was unamused.... i dont want labcoats. i wanted my ID.


but in the end.... the ID was more disappointing than the labcoats. hahas is it just me or r the usyd ID's .... not that flash? =/ so jealouss of unsw ones they lookkk goood except we got debit card on it. what can i say?

okay random photo of milk tea but yes... drinkingg that... i got two calls. one from work saying my shifts have increased to 35+ hours this week. so apaprently thursdays the killer. 11-9.30. funfunfunnn. working everyday this week except saturday though got driving. hmmmmms that concludes my week. todays wednesday? my second 7.5hr grind but thats alright... only 7.5 hrs rite? ;D so i dont kno how i managed to squeeze in making such a long post but thats it for now. hope everyones enjoying their break... going out... coming back and being around. cant wait til next meetup wif peeps though probs gona give it a rest this week.

okok i'll stop ramblinggg

xx smilingf00l

FOUR.

four months already... and what have i to do? only work work and more work. jsut worked the past 3 days, three whole days. fmls. and sunday as well.
to keep myself sane, decided on some comfort foods....

what i made for breakfast: buttermilk pancakes with fresh strawberries, choc chip icecream & honey


what i drank to endure the heat: iced lemon honey drinkk [too bad i didnt have a better glass]

as expected, my 'no junk' diet failed... but honestly... who can resist chocolate?

just wanted to say, to special someoneee, happy fourrr hope ur back soons and enjoying~ might have some things for ya wen ur back ;)

thats it for now....

xx smilingf00l

HAPPY CHINESE new year! eve.

gong hei fat choi, sun nin hou ^_________^

ahah ok thats me being canto-ly chinese. not that thaaat makes sense but although its only eve, today was a goood day to feast-it-up, get the fam talking with lots of laughter, joy and delicious foods. ;D

fingers crossed that red pockets are also along the way and i wish everyone lots of good luck for this new year!

xx smilingf00l