# where is the lovee?

kos i aint feelin' it

t&co

whats in the box?

a surprise maybe

Bricanyl, tissues and other drugs.

okayyy hehe tissue is not a drug! [or is it? ] nah hope not!

yikes looks like theres seriously been a crazy virus going around but that wont stop me! Got another bottle of Bricanyl syrup prescribed by docs- so yummy. but only earlier i checked that its not addictive nor is it for getting rid o phlegm.

Bricanyl- a bronchodialator - helps with opening airways to assist breathing.

do i have a breathing problem o____O ? maybee. is it possible to cough and breathe at same time? the last time i tried, choked so bad people prob thought i was ahving a seizure. not good ( dont try lil kiddies ^^")

what was up! another sunny sunnny day in the university of hogwarts ;D 3 hours of lectures funfunfun only to get locked out of second one towards the end. and deciding to go home kos felt sick. called up mummy and what does my mummy do? she tells me to go city to 'find' her.

ALMOST 7 ALREADYYY so much work to doooo

okayokayy will stop procastinating. no worries be happy :)

xx little miss sleepy

hello sunshine.

a very nice start to the week. i like it.
still estatic with the news and cannot wait for the better to keep rollin' in.


ps. get better soon everyone, weathers been mean but this weeks niceee and warm :) lots of sunshinee ~

xx smilingf00l

-x

i'm comin home, comin home
tell the world im comin home
let the rain
wash away
all the pain of
yesterday...

Simple yet different~

It's nothing much moar,

and nothing much less.

Not thinking too much,

Is what's usually best.

"I'm really not sure,

if I'm up for the test..."

"Just believe in me babe,

and we'll deal with the rest."

It's gonna be hard,

I'm not gonna lie.

It's not a game after all,

It's like learning to fly.

There'll be ups n' downs,

leaps and bounds.

But you'll do it! I know,

Coz I'll be around.

We'll fly through the air,

like the doves high above.

Just hold my hand babe,

Coz this is ... Love.

Nothing's ever easy. And what we look forward to as a result...

Usually turns out to be the label of the journey we're on to get to that desired result~

So take care, and hang in there...

Everything's gonna be ohkay :)

Sweet love, sweet love,
trapped in your love
i've opened up, unsure i can trust
my heart and I buried in dust,
Free me, Free us.

everything is worth it at the end. no regrets. only smiles.
thankyou to my dearest friends, you guys mean the world to me <3

piece of cake! :)

daddys bday, made a cake, yes the writing resembles my kiddish side, 5 at heart. :)

that is all, kinda sleepy and zoned out, fingers crossed for good weather for fun fun week ;)

xx smilingf00l

EGGcellent TARTS ;D

REOWR! okay excuse the lameish title ahhas ^^" but yes! yes! hiatus i know but i guess just havent been up to much... well nothing much worthh blogging bout... till tonight!

made these babies ;D!


So im guessing anyone rather asian, or who've been to yumcha or passed by an asian bakery would've stumbled across these little treats ;D egg tarts! and tonight, guess i was inspired to unravel the secrets to making these babies ;D and well i guess... it was quite a success since... they were all gone in less than 5 minutes! ;D

well heres my take of what happened the past two hours...

STEP 1: make base for eggtarts! mould into a cupcake tray or pastry moulds

STEP 2: make egg filling and fill these bases

STEP 3: BAKE! and then take out to cool,

OKAYOKAY they look pretty demented but lets say... blame myself for being too greedy and filling them up abit too much.... you'll know what i mean if you try filling it over... hahas

So made CHWELLLVEEEE but..... only managed to leave one for myself~! hahas well lets say that means its a success ! ^^

violaa~~~! DONE! made and enjoyed~!

thats it for now! give it a go, buzz me if you want the recipe

happy baking ^^

xx smilingf00l :)

9 hours

before the battle begins.

lalala and here i am, on blog
just wanted to say, when you're done, boyyyy everyone'd be happy. :)



20th~~ waitingggg, very impatientlyyy

pls. just let me pass T_T

okay pass my bedtime.

goodnight and goodlucks

tc,

xx smilingf00l

LONELY~

feelin' empty. dont know why. dont know how long it'll last.

shall feed fishies.

FEED MY FISH >=D

[scroll right to bottom of page]

yeah they're hiding.

x

brought back memories

so for some reason, i keep deciding to start a post. only having absolutely nothing to say. haha so this post has been opened for the third time...

taking a break from studying, though i shouldnt since... im pretty skrwd. exam bombardment from tuesday and i realise how... wasted a semester. right now. cramming a whole semester's worth of knowledge in three days. i mean 3 days for all subjects. joy. dont think i can make it but not giving up yet.

last night was strange. havent had insomnia since... probably hsc days and yet last night, it kicked in again. though is it considered insomnia when im hitting the sheets at 1:30am? no not really. 3am? still awake. not sure why hahas but yeah. so somehow finally fell asleep bcos i woke up at 9. what happened along the way? cant rememebr but a vague feeling that i had like five dreams... kinda scares me.

dislike dreams. they drain all my energy. so thats it. a bludgey day of aimless study though i should be cramming. really did bring abck the memories, of hsc. except this is jsut crazy. stared at 1812 paper to realise... i didnt know anything. stared at chem, so daunting dont even want to start. ugh. needa lift my game. cant wait. 20th, come soonerr so this can be over.

14th
15th
17th
20th

goodluck studying everyone.

x.

hiatus

wow long time no post, well thats what it feels like.. and i gotta say its unintentional.

past 8th month... feels like an accomplishment ^^" hehes

hot choccieeee on a niceee cold dayy mmmms ~~ ^^

so yeah really needa get that study thingg happening and stop procrastinating. today was a good start, must say so myself :) but need more. more time. more study. 6000% concentration. ppl keep asking, whats goin for hols. seriously. whens hols? kos i cant see it 'jsut around the corner'.

time fliessss, to thinkk this was eight months ago!

feelin unusually happychappy todayy not sure whyy but is that a good or bad thing? take it as good. bring some more good days, lots of sunshine. the colds comin' in as well, gear up guyys~~

x smilingf00l~~ ^_^

the ideal.

kind-hearted
sincere

honest
understanding
smart
ambitious
loving
healthy

+1's
generous
romantic
charming
older
taller
musically talented
independent

in every little girls dreams, there was the knight in shining armour. the white-horse prince (if you're asian, you'll know what i mean ;D),

somebody to lean on, turn to during hardships

someone who can protect you-make you feel safe

the one.

so, how many can be ticked off? hahas. in a little girls dream, we now turn back to ask, can such a person really exist? have the expectations changed? have these childish thoughts disintegrated? or are they just buried deep waiting to be found again?

:(

dear, you

although i've only had you for one year.... i cannot believe you left me hanging like this... stranded... at times like this with no alternatives, no backups, no... nothing...

cannot believe.... it.




















r.i.p sony vivaz

im into you ~ (8)

someones smilin, thats a good sign right?

ah scweet. :)

so yeah, happy mummy dayyy. :):) treat her well kos you only got one mumm and someitmes, you get held back and take for granted all the things she does for you. so step back and think... to all the meals shes cooked you, to the support shes given ya through good and bad, those friendly pieces of advice which you may've taken for annoying nagging or overprotectiveness. all the times shes driven you out to the station, to school whatever. all the times she buys you little treats and gifts ...out of the ordinary. treat ur mama well and say thankyou. for being there for ya!

whats planned for this week? ones down, two to go. i got it under control. beginning to like the hang of it. living alone, well sorta. :) lots of freedom ;)


xx smilingf00l

seven.

baby, i just want to say, thankyou so much for being by my side for the past seven months. i feel that every day i get to know you a little more and every day, we share a stronger bond.

<3

xx sf

nice dream

the weathers been soooo crazy whats wrong? o great, so the moment i decide to talk bout it, it stops raining, yes this very minute after hours of storming, wow looks like i CAN control the weather after all aye haha

okay, rain, keep it up. at least for tonight ;

xx smilingf00l

this made me cry.

the unwritten 3.

rough week, miscommunications, unreliability, and annoyance. but made it through, as expected...since time doesnt stop. though tough, we fought through it. miscommunication does happen, especially when you have to work as a group, and at times, you may be let down by people. no matter what you say, if you've done your part or whatnot...at the end of the day, you are a team. teams fight through it all together. when ones struggling, or fallen , you help them up, and support them through it. because at the end of the day, it counts as a whole. nobodys gona know if you did your part. nobodys going to care. because whats more important is you've made it through, as a whole-a team. on another note, been thinking...abit too much probably. yeah- everyone has insecurities. whether you are sensitive hearted and it shows, or whether you're bold in personality- a mere shell of your soft and insecure heart. perhaps its too much listening to jessie j- nobody's perfect. but its true, its a lesson to learn, nobodys perfect. how can we- imperfect and somewhat insecure expect anybody else to be perfect? the talks keep coming from those i love. the harsh words, the friendly reminders, the constructive criticism. all to make us better. but the decisions iv made, the paths iv followed, the things i've sacrificed and the path ahead. it branches in two. not quite sure when i'll reach the fork but at the end of the day, an answer needs to be made. i dont know what i can do. two sides. a seesaw- is this all worth it? thinking too much yet again.... yet time goes on...

procrasTHAFKNation

siigh~ midway mark. two days to go. AND GUESS WAT.

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  bio draft report - DONE


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  mol props 2 - DONE


• 
  
  fieldwork - DONE


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  meds assignment- DONE [my part]


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  calculus quiz - dreading


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  bio quiz-...FML.
  



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  in dread of the fri 8am start. lets hope im still alive... ;

soldier on.

okay. basically this week is fkup week. six things to do/due this week and two extra hours of uni.... great. fun. fatastic. hahas lame. but yes. i feel that this is some sorta stage. something we must conquer and if we do so, means we're undefeatable. lets fight this together. lets overcome this fkweek and then lets party like 300. who cares about 6 things. bring it on. cant wait. ps. nxt friday. celebrations ;P xxsmilingf00l

Six

WHATS IN THE BOX WHATS IN THE BOX, WHATS IN THE BOX TODAYYYY

strawberry cardina? & napoleon

another marking, to half a year. wow did time srsly go that fast? doesnt really feel like it.

too bad today didnt getta keep the rain up; but aside from that was alrights... gotta enjoy some cake and coffeee mmms but yeah...RAIN? why must you fall down.

i wana say thankyou to people and sorry to others. i'll talk to ya personally myself but yes. im sorry.

things feel a lil down koz havent been having the best of lucks. losing a ring. and then an umbrella. and then forgetting to give other things. my memory... needs repairing. my timing improved. my act, a makeover.

thankyouthankyouthankyou sbb for nice day, conversation is good :)

thats it. head kinda hurting... from rain.

ciao

xx smilingf00l

x rainbow

why so gloomy? so grey? so cold. everythings been so fkd up lately... the weather... the bombardment of exams... the beginning of sickness season... and tomorrow? just another day. its hard to think that anythings on my side of things lately and i guess all i can do is wait.

but waiting.... and waiting...for what?

the rainbow.

well daylight saving will be over; another hr to sleep, one assignment & 1 quiz outta the way and counting, special dates are all set, important decisions finalised, and new 'adventures' to look forward to. who said that all you see are gloomy clouds? behind it all's whats comin our way.

xsmilingf00l

hallucination #1

sometimes you wonder when all this will be over... to realise it hasnt even started yet. and no matter how high you try to climb, you realise you are still at the first few steps.

xx smilingf00l

late.

two little piggys went to the m...eeting point. late post but heres the 'meeting place' place thats apparently good for meets.

jumbo taro milk tea with pearls

bacon & asparagus skewers & almighty chicken wing

green tea icecream float

some fatty

Ratings

Taro milk tea : 5/10 very bland and jumbo was smaller than expected =/

Green tea Icecream float : 5/10 very bitter D:

Bacon & Asparagus skewers: 6/10 tasty but super salty ;D

Chicken wing: 9/10 one word. YUM.

food tbh was not as good as expected =/ and the place was smaller than i'd imagine, not very cosy and super dark. but service was okay [even though they gave us the wrong drink] and i guess... could've been better.

with that aside... all i can do is SIIIGHHH at uni. startin next week got random quizzes every week and well... not cool. especiall having to get to uni at like 8.25 for them and having some one after the other. sigh @ two workshops one after the other. hohoho. i miss peoples; havent seen some good friends for agess thanks to uni's workload but what can i say? it really does feel like hsc all over again.

got a new printer and lets say... yay to sales xD the one thing i dislike is the paper loading which is really annoying [need to fill those trays before putting the tray into the machine....] yeah its confusing but yeah. :)

nice to be seeing some familiar faces around uni :) hope uni has more to bring than jsut the work. hope somebody gets better soons and maybe i should sleep

8am starts seriously feel like highschool morning classes all over again

to sleep,

smilingf00lx

the unwritten 2.

weather; pouring breeze; fine mood; down three weeks into first semester and i hate to say this but... the workload is piling up. so much to do, so little time. Seeing people struggle with their 12 hour weeks and then seeing myself struggle with my 26 hr weeks.... i need to get a move on. despite all, been troubled lately. no time for work, no time for play, no time to even drive. i want my p's ... so badly. just as an escape sometime. but i admit. im not ready yet. nobody wants a dangerous driver like me who doesnt even check her blindspots to be on the roads.=/ aside from all this... rents've been putting pressure on me. alot of pressure. trying to make some 'sense' in me for... wasting my time. It hurts to even think that its considered 'wasting time' but today. was . intense. I cannot believe finally... after almost half a year, she finally sed it. released her anger on whata dumb kid she has... who doesnt listen to her or whatnot. nonsense. strong words. no tears. im 18. big girls dont cry. i want somebody to depend on. something to say anything to. hello blog; cyberspace. you were the chosen one. it feels like i cannot express any of this. to anyone. because i still havent released the actual reason for such pressure. that'll probably be kept within me because... i dont want anybody hurt. anyones feelings crushed. whats wrong with me? what am i saying? i dont know. my head hurts. and mozzies...should die. for the now, i'll keep my act together. make an attempt to make everyone happy. earphones in, music not playing, pretending to sleep.

the unwritten.1

do you sometimes wonder why things happen? why they dont occur earlier or later, but just at that certain instance. some call it chance. some call it coincidence. or maybe its just what they call fate.

so much has happened lately, i cannot begin to think. my head hurts. my heart sore. my mind blank. is it true that when theres a beginning, there'll also be an end? what about stopping time, just at the very moment you'd want to last forever;

yet time passes...

Five

already 5 months? no way! what really? time flies...

day 1

how many times iv tried to blog, but having nothing to say, so no new post. til today. today was first day uni.

nervousness, excitement, confusion, no idea what to think. all that was going through my head was ' must not fall asleep', being the tired person i am. its sorta become a permanent feeling of tired and having insomnia, need i say more?

ugh, needa get a move on, needa find some new peeps, needa....sleep.

zzz

xx smilingf00l

eionfgiwen

so... one day has gotten me full messed up these few days. i cant believe its gotten to me how i overestimated that one day. so much that i put quite a lot of effort into it. i dont think it showed how much effort i exactly put but seriously, i cannot believe i did so. was very anticlimatic. very ... 'expected'.

5/10. yes i shouldnt complain because it was probably my fault.

ok now pass the drinks.

this chick got owwwneeedddd

ok that was NOT referring to meee ;DD despite how u guys might want it to be :( hahas but yesss! highlight of my 9 hr shift @ work... was.... two asian 'gangdur' chicks walking in... tried on clothes... time goes by. THEN BAM. i come back to see my manager checking their bags to find stolen items. wow. okay so its the first time iv actually seen/encountered such a happening... two helpless chicks scorned infront of other customers as goods r taken out which they've stolen. idk what to say. they're noob? bad luck to them? but yes. so started getting back to work to realise...it was just let off like that. other customers askd me, ' u jsut let them off like that? why didnt u guys call the police? ' well... idk what happened. maybe they DID call police. maybe not, maybe warning. no idea. but wow. it was quite exciting ;DD

hahaas ok im NOT weird. ;D

so anotherr thing iv been meaning to blog about... and finally came round to doing so since im already on the talk of work is.... THE IMPORTANCE OF MOBILE PHONES TO MEN. hahaha seriously. TEN out of TEN guys when they stand outside the changerooms waiting for their gfs/mums/aunts/whoever to try on clothes... they ALWAYS lean on the tableee or sit on the couch and what do they do? they take out their cellphones. so what do they actually do? text people? call people? re-read old texts? play snake? [YES I DID SEE A FEW GUYS DO THAT] , play games? look at photos? but seriously. its as if cellphones are their saviours to looking stupid standing outside a girls changeroom. well it probably is since... it DOES save from awkward glances around, the silent chatter of men-talk with other men that are waiting... and seriously. i really dont mind if they do koz the possible rare ONE guy who doesnt take out his phone... starts hitting on the closest chick. and usually that is me. no im not here boasting about being hit-up but to be honest... its really.... offputting.

seriously. think bout it. ur job is to stand there being fitting room control and people make stupid comments, unnecessary seedy smiles and you cannot get away. you cannot go somewhere else and you cannot say anything to tell THEM to go away. hahas ok enough of that, so back to mobile phones. i think i suddenly thought of this and how mobiles r guys best friends koz SOMEONEEEE *cough mr j cough* is glued to his as well. hahas ok maybe its jsut me. maybe i jsut dont check my phone every two secoondssss and realise i get like ... 23 missed calls. [true story] but yeahh....

... enough rambling nowww...

got worka gain 2morrowww 9-3 O YEAHHH ;D

gona hit dreamlandd

xx smilingf00l

day out at macq.

today was seriously... off with a rough start. firstly,,... despite alarm going off at 9... slept til like 11. after rushing out realising how late i was... i was met with mum's pms as she reluctantly drove me to station. so i missed my first train. it took me three trains to go to macq. and missing one by 10 mins meant the whole trip was delayed by liek 50 minutes. so altogehter... spent like almost 2 hrs on transport jsut getting to macq. greaaat.

i wana thankkk a verrryyy specialll frienndd for helping me through my ride + talking me through rough times thanks heaps babes. x

but leave that aside... we decided to try out bagels from ..."The Great Bagel & Coffee Company'' so this little cosy place i would've missed jsut walking through since ... we got lost so many times inside macq centre but was pretty goood. dont udnerstimate its size. very filling.

Crispy Bacon & Avocado on a toasted Cheese Bagel.

went to the rink first time since a very long time after finally decided to combat my fears and .... unforgetting past experiences. was alrights though got cramps dont ask why. =/ lucky no blisters and no falling down- also, no repeating of past experiences. thank god. thankyouu suzzz for being there ily :) (no photos... suz has them) was a good change to see u guys since havent done so in agesss. shoutout to jae & jinn, glad u guys r back thoough not for long, jae :(

well thats it.... i seriously dont know whatta talk bout. =/

oh.

babes, heres the shirt. doesnt look as big nowww aye?

ps. thanks for souvenirs, hope u liked ur vday prez.


thats it .

xx smilingf00l

VDAYY

with vday around the corner, love awaits. wonder what pleasant surprises this year may bring us

so its been a while.... and look what the postman brought in.... a PACKAGEE! hohoho [this was on monday] 8am whilst i was stilll lightly dreaming away when i suddenly felt a distant ring. so after fifteen minutes or so.... finally woke to realise it was the doorbell .

woah wtfs since when'd i order chocolate?! [gg man sorry iv tried rotating this pic so many times its still fkd up =/]

tadaaaaaa tbh i was unamused.... i dont want labcoats. i wanted my ID.


but in the end.... the ID was more disappointing than the labcoats. hahas is it just me or r the usyd ID's .... not that flash? =/ so jealouss of unsw ones they lookkk goood except we got debit card on it. what can i say?

okay random photo of milk tea but yes... drinkingg that... i got two calls. one from work saying my shifts have increased to 35+ hours this week. so apaprently thursdays the killer. 11-9.30. funfunfunnn. working everyday this week except saturday though got driving. hmmmmms that concludes my week. todays wednesday? my second 7.5hr grind but thats alright... only 7.5 hrs rite? ;D so i dont kno how i managed to squeeze in making such a long post but thats it for now. hope everyones enjoying their break... going out... coming back and being around. cant wait til next meetup wif peeps though probs gona give it a rest this week.

okok i'll stop ramblinggg

xx smilingf00l

FOUR.

four months already... and what have i to do? only work work and more work. jsut worked the past 3 days, three whole days. fmls. and sunday as well.
to keep myself sane, decided on some comfort foods....

what i made for breakfast: buttermilk pancakes with fresh strawberries, choc chip icecream & honey


what i drank to endure the heat: iced lemon honey drinkk [too bad i didnt have a better glass]

as expected, my 'no junk' diet failed... but honestly... who can resist chocolate?

just wanted to say, to special someoneee, happy fourrr hope ur back soons and enjoying~ might have some things for ya wen ur back ;)

thats it for now....

xx smilingf00l

HAPPY CHINESE new year! eve.

gong hei fat choi, sun nin hou ^_________^

ahah ok thats me being canto-ly chinese. not that thaaat makes sense but although its only eve, today was a goood day to feast-it-up, get the fam talking with lots of laughter, joy and delicious foods. ;D

fingers crossed that red pockets are also along the way and i wish everyone lots of good luck for this new year!

xx smilingf00l

blown awayy

long time no post! i jsut realised view passed 2011, for the new year! and many more to come.

to update, today... was amazing. watched Burlesque and yesyes, i had my own doubts whether it'd be good, its staring christina aguilera, never really got into moulin rouge, predictable plotline, but all my doubts were well away.

CLASSY and FABULOUS. thats a possible way to sum it up. Christina's voice was amazinggg though i rkon my favv song outta the 'musical' would've been bound to me.



but yes SOOOOo goood and i cannot stoppp squealing at... Cam Gigandet;

' so... the cookies r here so if you want some, u'll know where to find them... ;);)' OMGGGGG ahhahahs I WANA COOKIE NOW, YES PLEASE. ;P

okayokayys so aside from moviee.....

been driving hahas and guess i still need more practice... so after 2mr, it'll be 4.5/120 hours...thats progress ... slight. no worries, practice makes perfect, but if 'perfection is like an asymptote'.... okay lets not go there. hope heats not getting to people, though QLD's got it pretty bad with two more cyclones after the original attack. :( should prob donate more money. will do.

on the happier side, times flying ;D wonder what thaaat meanns. [P.S. im expecting surprises >=P from someone obviously]

anywayyys... pretty goooood dayyy

xx smilingf00l

x.

if only someone'd put some sense into me, its getting out of control.

CT babbbesss

BABY GIRL how happy i am to finally get in touch wif you, you made my day (y)

pls pls plsss meetup soon imy :(

xx smilingf00l

USYDDDD

todayyy so flyyy so hiiighhh so .... hot.

after hearing from everyone what a hassle enrolment is, i decided to go half an hr earlier [12:30 though mine started at 1] but not to worry, meaning it was pretty much over before i realised i.

three steps
1. check forms
2. get forms check
3. photo taken ok done!~

well, now needa get lab coats... imagine wearing such a coat during summer .... like 40 degrees omgs x_x darn you chemistryyy :( they better be sexy >=/ i mean... of course. hahas well the upside... 'i'll be mixing up some drugs'.... or so i wonder. wow how convenient would that be, dont get me wrong im not a druggie.

but one very annoying thing is, after all thsi time i tought i'd finally get my timetable. i was wrong. WRONG. apps needa wait til o-week but im soo impatient. everyone making their tiemtables to sync wif others, everyone already knowing how meni hrs they're doing, what subjects they're taking, who wif, WHATABOUTT MEE~~ :( i want mineee NAOOO but instead, all i get is a form to go buy my uniform. sigh, i dont even know when o-week is but oh wells, looking forward to finding outs.

on a sidenote! still dont know the quickest way to get to usyd :(

hope i find out soon, myself or wif the help of soemone awesome! ;D

xx smilingf00l

fresh start

UNI..... enrolment 2morroww omgs i cant tell if im nervous or excited hahahs hearing all these random things like 26 hrs a week for my course, the level of difficulty of random subjects, the confusion of what credit points are and when holidays are!. looks like jsut have to be patient and see for myself tomorrow!

cannot believe spent the day sleeping/napping for 5 hours hope i can get some rest tonight, not much to say, pretty tired after long day. t'was nice catching up wif certain peoples hehesh brought back the good ol' times and definately soemthing i'm looking forward to this year! a brand new start. ;D

updated the ipod song thing on the right ----------------->
i have slight feeling the old one had better songs but c'mon, talk bout new start, new blog songs as wells.

bored, somebody, where are you!

xx smilingf00l

WHO'S BACK?

BACK, wif new n improved desktop comp, like finally im not use to this screen after being stuck on netbook for a week, this screen is way bigg ;D

well, i cant rememebr much thats ahppened lately, been quite busy but yeah... USYD, here i come...

promise.

somebody better come back reallll soon and keep their promise of what they owe me.

:(

xx un-smilingf00l

everyones going away.....:(

BABY IM GONA MISS YOUUU <3
take caree and come home safe and soundd.


hope time goes by fastt.... so meni people've goneeee....:(

hope so,

xx smilingf00l

SUNSHINEEE

mad funnn. hit bondi, first time since a very long timmme and gotta sey was prettayy dammmnn goooood. gosh could already feel the rush of people before stepping foot on the 'overly-packed train', joking that ppl didnt HAVE to be getting off at bondi, perhaps King's at like 11am. i mean, who wouldnt? ;D im kidding.


this spot/view was considered 'rather empty'

was sucha hot dayy....steaming that we decided to snack on strawberry milk and melted timtams. we are so-not-weird. just still young and cant fight temptations. yesterday was a nice look from someone -hinthinttt- if this person understands me. hehe. though service this time round was prob only 6/10 for both parties because we both got sunburnnnt pretty funnily. being naturally 'dark' and not getting burnt much, yesterday came as quite a shock when i stepped into the shower to feel only pain. hahha tsktsk its what i got from doing a leg-lockdown.

:( perhaps try that where theres no ...sun? ;D or perhaps more sunsscreen next time

after grabbing a bite, queuing the extremely long bathroom/changeroom lines and then bussing it back to the junction, we were left with a few ideas.

1. go home

2. sit on the comfy chairs inside the shopping centre til they kick us out (6pm close)

3. catch a movie

4. chill at a coffee lounge

so, after being rejected by the bad-timing movie screenings, decided to hit Max Brenner for abit of a choccy treat. I was immediately hit by the novelty of a Suckao, a DIY hot choc? wow sounds funky. but then also tossed between that and a Cookieshake only koz i liked the cup it was served in. haha silly me so in the end we decided to grab both.

Milk Chocolate Suckao

i was quite bewildered when they brought me this, unable to comprehend how, exactly to make/stir/drink this little beauty. after shoving a few choc bits into the 'Suckao' cup, stirring... that was it. I had to ask how to drink it. Well, guess what. apparently the metal stirring spoon was actually a metal straw! okok... i get fascinated at small things but yeah! this was quite a novelty idea of hot choc though in the end... i burnt my mouth on the metal straw and we decided to divulge the little choc bits instead of adding them all to the drink [too sweet!] overall, 7/10. ;D was quite the fun though on a lazy day...would prob cbb DIY-ing.

L: Suckao, R: Cookieshake

So, the description of this 'cookieshake' was darn captivating since im a cookies&cream icecream lover and the idea of that, as a thickshake instantly brought 'YUMM!' in my mind. even better, finally seeing this cuteee cupp. ;D ahahs welll the shake really does bring a hint of uniqueness as its not everyday u get such a drink. very nice, chilled, and satisfying though tad bit sweet. overall, 7/10.

so, after a very tiring day, finally got home, earlier than my curfew! yay. WELL mum was happy though after lying down for abit.... i saw THIs little (its actually big for me) creature pop outtta the aircon hole in the wall, or so i think. it scuttled past quite fast but i think my scream was quicker. dad brought up a vacumn cleaner. naice. goodbye spider. sorry, RIP.

though one thing i SURE WASNT pleased about was a transit officer, who sneaked up behind me and said 'im assuming you dont have a train pass.'

WHAT right does he ahve in making such assumptions, what part of me makes me look like im evading the system and WHAT kinda education do they get in seying such things. pretty taken aback and yes. sigh

whats next? well that was yesterday, today is today and tomorrows UNI offers and my first everrr driving lesson. im so nervous and stoked that i dont think i even remmeber the road safetly things .... since i took the dkt test like two years ago. yes, go me! its been 2 years already and still on zero hours, no fear.... ima get to that REALL soon. wow tad bit nervous, fingers crossed all runs smooth ...

xx smilingf00l

summer kind of wonderfull

so, the heat is on but that just means a better excuse to head out somewhere nice n cool to chill, and pig-out with Mr J. ;D

so the day began.... already 2pm, both parties running late. nonetheless, i was still early. by 23mins, apparently. so after a little maccas run of fries and oreo mcflurry *ahem fatty ahem* >=P it was time to chill for real, and time for a challenge.

decided to head to norita... because havent been in quite a while and well...its a perfect environment to sit back and sink into the comfy couches. So, what caught my attention was the tempting drinks on the menu. ICED GREEN MILK TEA. i dont know why but i had a sudden craving for soemthing green and cold... after good reminiscence of iced green tea cappucino from ichiban boshi. after a long decision (koz every other drink was unavailable >>) Mr J decided to settle with a ICED TARO MILK TEA. [copycat! hehe]

(L-R: iced taro milk tea, iced green milk tea, hand.)

So, if you're asian, clearly the caption above is unnecessary (or so i think, no racism intended) but yeah.

taro milk tea: very sweet reminding me of those asian taro buns from breadtop, nice texture (does that even make sense?? loool) and very chilled and creamy. overall, 8/10 because tad bit too sweet for me, made me choke.

green milk tea: bitter compared to the taro one, but nice. i liked. especially how the icecream melts oh-so-slowly so it only has hints of sweetness [ok...i'll stop pretending to critique] but honestly, was pretty good as well, though would've been nice if it was a LITTLE bit sweeter. overall, 7/10.

hand: um what? okay...moving on LOL

well, after winning a few rounds of jenga [heheh] and forcing Mr J to accept his punishment, the trek to d.harbour started. oh-so-windy and the old 'i-spy' game really did bring back my childhood, not to mention many laughters on the way. before we knew it, the sun was setting, the wind was getting more intense... and it was time to grab a bite.

8pm at FUJIYA

'mmm what do u feel like for dinnerrs?'

'jap... over there!'

'what? where?'

so the entrance to this cosy restaurant would've been easily missed [for someone like me who doesnt pay much attention] but situated on the outskirts of chinatown, its definatly a place you'd want to go back to. :)

sunset on fujiya [before stirring]

sunset on fujiya [after stirring]

so we couldnt resist after seeing the double-paged full-photo'd pics of drinks and after contemplating which one to try... we ended up with this, because it looked so pretty. ;D so before stirring, we had a taste test and apparently, the lychee liquer was rather strong, but REALLY YUMMY ;D though all i could really taste was the grapefruit juice. sour but very refreshingg and niice. ;D since ' i dont reeally drink much of cocktails', this one was pret-tay good ;D in my opinion at least... except wish the ice didnt melt so fast so it would've been still chilled. overall, 8/10
eel chahan: I CANNOT EMPHASISE HOW YUMMYY the sauce of this fried rice was. omgawwwd was reallly nice and the eel was cooled really well as well, definately coming back for more. ;D 9/10 if only it didnt cool so quick and if only it wasnt gone so quick! ;D yaki udon: (aka. salty or 'yucky' udon) so i recall chosing this being tempted by the photo yet again. so i'd think i'd learn my lesson that 'photos arent necessarily that realistic' but like the seying 'you never know til you try it'. honestly, this was rather disappointing. The first taste that'd smack you would be the saltiness. waaayy tooo salty and in the end, made the drink taste like salt as well but aside from that, i guess 'yucky' was way too harsh. sorry, the name jsut sounded like it when i sed it aloud. :( Mr J got annoyed at the amount of 'colour' in this dish but i was irritated with the random sizes of the chopped veges. just didnt make me wana have seconds. overall, 4/10. Azuki bean Icecream Dessert: icecream, need i say more? ;D i loved how you could mix it up with the provided red-bean paste and how there was a bite to the icecream due to the beans. :) asian treat, cannot resist. lucky that there were two scoops and two people, easily divided though Mr J said the strawberry was sour. i wouldnt know but then again... next to ICECREAM, of course it'd taste sour. ;D i wasnt going to, but does the bowl give a homestyle feel? idk what im saying but makes me think of something i'd whack-up at home.... if only i could ;D.

overall, 8/10

Restaurant Service: 6/10 pretty slow, but maybe koz we were in a hurry.
Restaurant Setting: 9/10 LOVE how they have dividers inbetween all the tables and even bamboo-dividers for the 'bigger tables', giving each table a little privacy and comfort. very unique though there WERE long tables in the middle that felt a tad bit weird, reminding me of canteens :S [dont ask why.]
Food Overall: 7/10 since we didnt try much, but definately will be coming back ;D

dont worry, im too noob to actually food-blog since none of the jap delicacaies were tasted [i.e. sashimi, lobster etc LOL] but i tried :(. ahas hope it wasnt too boring.... ;D

so... the end of a rather long blogpost [and my fail attempts of making a review of the place] thanks for reading, those who survived. :)

xx smilingf00l

p.s. special servicing: 9/10 ;) the extra point depends on how well it is in the near future hehe

12:34.

its already a new day. still tired and lazing around from a 6hr shift of ups and downs but in conclusion. was long.

so the result of being kept after work for over 1 hr [after closing ] is being stuck in a shopping centre with no exits, no people, no lights, no fone reception. after roaming around for 15 mins too busy tryna rearrange shifts to realise i was trapped in a deserted shopping centre, i got called over by a security guard. um HELLO, I AM CLEARLY A WORKER THERE. ok its not THAAT easy to decipher but lets call this security guy MR S.

MR S: hey there, somebody looks abit lost? wana take the lift with me?
me:-hesitant not realising everything was closed koz too busy tryna get fone reception-
MR S: C'MON! thers no exits. this is the only way.
me: -follows finally realising all the gates n stuff were up aka ... no exits-

ok ..ok... im 18. no scary pervert story

well im alive ;D

the weathers reallly getting to me now. :( the heat unbearable but the chance of showers making it indecisive on whether to go beach. but should go...after all... beach=getting wet anyways...right? ;D idks man. no work for 2 days meaning i get a short break hahas.

currently 12:20am but waiting...patiently for the works of a special time of day. 14 minutes to go. not long. :) but for now,

signing outs;
xx smilingf00l

can't stop the rainnnn~ (8)

so i think its a sign for me to stop trying to enter the kitchen... or to be anywhere near knives for that matter. getting cut twice in two days [hahas] really does show my clumsiness and lack of concentration. so yes. first time got owned by dicing potatoes and second.. by a watermelon, need i say more?

luckily i had good reaction and so the cuts werent TOOO bad. [yes i need to man-up] sigh. well i took one of the bandaids off koz it healed but whats left is an ugly scar on my finger. just another addition to my collection. haha yeah im clumsy ^^" and i think i've already mentioned that.

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today was famtime. i still feel bad for dogging outing for today [though iv already watched tangled...] but yeah... guessing it was last day of relo's stay.... family>friends; at least for today. not much happened actually... the heat kinda took away my mood i didnt even bother to do anything except put on clothes b4 heading out.

brissy flooding is srsly =[[ i wish some of the rain came to syd... at least that'd mean no flooding for brisbane and less humidity in syd. it would've been a win-win situation. POSSIBLE SHOWERS WHOLE MONTH'S FORECAST. wtf is this. forecast playing a joke? or weather playing a joke. maybe its a sign i needa return something to someone.... hahas ;) i hope at least someone gets that.

song on repeat; angels cry- mariah carey ft. neyo [old but good ;D]

tired already. work tomorrow hahas and im actually looking forward to it... well more like to the cash thats gona roll in ;D. but what else is rolling in? offers [or so i hope] im realllyyy nervousssss atms BUT fingers crossed. thats it.

xx smilingf00l

NEW YEARRR YO;

okay... i know... im late again... its already 10 days past the new year but i guess i've jsut been lazy lately. no, even thats prob an excuse. i guess i got so bored i even changed my blog around well... so much has happened...with xmas ...check out these lights haha

yesyes... i know...pretty rude to take pics of random houses esp with the owners just standing there watching ur every move...haha nah they were really nice and yeah... the house was amazing...just... my fail mob cam couldnt show it better. oh wells.


so... what was next? aside from the little tid-bits like work and chilling out... then there was NYE. wow what a blast. it was reallllyyy niiice by the harbour watching fireworks... with trashy teens making out everywhere u turned.... grumpy adults with their SLRS... police roaming around munching hungrily on $5 hotdogs and of course... the very VERY VERRRRYYYY long toilet queue. despite the uncalled for encounters... including a not-so-friendly punch from a fight [yes... im that clumsy i walked into a fight...>>"] , a lost-and-found wallet, an angry [and pwnd] betch at the bathrooms.... fireworks were really worth it this year. ;D

NYE RESOLUTION 2011: keep in touch. try harder. get P's

so... 2010 has been quite a blast. some of the best memories made... hsc. duh but aside from that... special memories... with new friends, closer relationships, remains of highschool, the ending of a six-volumed chapter in life and on with a new book. this one... labeled 2011. whats there to expect? im quite pleased to become an actuall casual at work ;D and not xmas casual. NO MORE CHILD LABOUR. NO MORE WEAKEST LINK. and more cash rolling in ;D [hopefully if they give me more shifts.]


so... 4th of jan was a special mark of happy three :D quite happychappy heres some pics

so .... 2010 has brought by many rather pleasant surprises [not to mention the clearly stressful ones] 2011. happy 2011. :)

tbh... idk whats headed my way this year. uni. what course? what offers will i get? who knows. fingers crossed though. very crossed.

on a sidenote.... DEFINATELY RECOMMEND WATCHING TANGLED <3

thats it for now. the post wasnt as long as i expected. but haha. happy holidays. goodlucks with offers everyoneee and stay safe. (:

xx smilingf00l