what i made for lunch after tiredness of eng ext

GOODBYE ENGLISH. WELCOME .....

ENGLISH, DIEEE

FINALLY I CAN SAY:

WOOOO ENGLISH IS OVER

despite delayed, better now than never ;D boy am i happy ahash though the question was clearly a wtf-er to skrw us up .... was alrights

todays my night off, well deserved i think soo tired after three exams this week but im slowly going through chem notes....[note VERY SLOW] ahahas,,... dear diary, just wanted to say, i will fix you up.... like SRSLY fix you up...after hsc, done fret, rite now hsc>you. IM SORRY.

ON A SIDE NOTE... the whole 'dresses' thing for formal is getting to me now... =[ after having indecisive thoughts between so meni dresses and all these opinions smack-bang at me...yes its getting to me but yeah i will get one after hsc... its ohkay...not the end of the world . but yes im sorry for getting late la =[ [to a special person] but yes. i will get one. thats my top priority after hsc. ;D woooo

on the other hand...back to chem and eco....TWO MORE FKN EXAMS TIL HSC IS GONE! THATS SIX YERAS OF SCHOOLING [techically two since we had sc ] BUT STILL! cant waitt

(8) cant help but waitt ~~ (8)

bye
x smiling fool

cloudy

right now....the dark clouds threaten to start pouring, all its sorrows, drowning our city with ....more water.

okay that was lame. wat i jsut meant was ....the dark clouds are reflective of my own depresion atms after a very....lol....exam. no comment. feels like soon...my twelve years of schooling will go down the drain. today stevie hoang kept playing though ipod was on shuffle. mayb it was a sign. 'before you go-stevie hoang,' nah i kid. man only less than seven hours before another dreadful exam, not really.

eng ext is fun :):) and it'll be over soon! everything will be over, but then i cant wait till that happens. ehhehes <3<3

better get back to it,

xx smilingf00l.

ps on a side note, i miss the coulds on that day....in the picture, at a beach, with nice weather, and clouds.

i dont know wat im saying anymore...look wat eng has done to me. shame. i kid ^^" xx

song of the moment;

Stevie Hoang- I'll be there

(added in mixpod ------->>)

FOCUS, THEY SAY...

so....was 'studying' and then decided to read this which happened to be printed on bottle, it really did make my day, and i DO feel more focused. hahas. make sure to check out these little messages on VITAMINWATER bottles. sucha nice way to brighten the day. the flavours are quite whacky as well, but still very nice :) and...different hahas. xP thumbs up vitaminwater, ;D

also wanted to say, thankyou thankyou thankyou to the sweetest boy who has brightened up my mood. much love. xx

wow i really am bored...two posts in one day. gg.
this is what you get for my procrastination, more random thoughts taking up cyberspace. ;D but yes. ^____________________^

xx smilingf00l ;D

countdown. 9

4u. biggest bs.

okok... yes it was good to smarties but me being the dummy. yes. the end.

well the sun came out, perhaps to tell me lifes not over yet, thought feels like it. I feel sercretly guilty to the lovely people who've cared to talk after the exam .... koz yes... not in the best of mood so i hope they don't take my [possible-depression/meanness] to account. =[ i didnt mean to... just...yeah. the end.

on another note... should probably be more focused for remaining exams.

Somebody popped up on msn

'' everything will be alright.''

I WISH. i HOPE.

another goes on.

'DUDE HOW'D YOU FIND IT!!!!! '

gg.

and another... a more caring person, decides that not talking bout it is best. thankyou. :)

should start studying... i hope i get better rest b4 it comes crashing down again.

signing out,
xx smilingf00l.

days counting, 10

wow, in like... 25 hours, no more 4u maths, i dont know if i feel happy, or relieved, or upset...or just stressed out koz its not over YET.

on a happy note.

//its raining, its pouring but you bring the rainbow to these gray skies.




signing out,
smilingf00lxx

one finee morning

two days before maths exam.... not int he best of moods kos someone woke me with spam texts but still... no worries..

sometimes you wonder, where youre going, what you're looking for or who you may want to go WITH, but what really matters, is that you are seeking, for just that little special soemthing which will...in the end, brighten up your day.

special person, you made my day. x