KOS we are FOREVER YOUNG

biggest lol expression but omggg wat was that thing from again? i 4got.

i forced her to but she looks happy and thankful that i did ;D

and now for... my neww crush!

BLUE BEARR <3

this brought back memories

look what i found at the shops

J wah?

look wat i found in my bookshelf, bought it for someone quite a while back but never ended up giving koz bad timing.... its still here...unopened, untouched, ... collecting dust. wonder wat i should do

whats been happening lately

hsc results. thats wat. but yes not gona talk bout htat...heres some very belated pics + some new ones i cant even rememebr when some of them were taken

1. MeetFresh- its actually really niceee asian dessert/milk tea place for rather affordable and good asian prices ;D
2. Shopping accumulated in one day bag of goodies ;D and 110 bux less rich

3. The Chocolate Room

its an alright place to jsut chill but honestly.... the ice choc was too powdery/sweet and lets say there are many other places with yummier iced choc and hot choccs . it wasnt THAT bad but i was jsut a tad bit disappointed esp being the choco-lover i am

Max Brenner with smarties

well it IS maxbrenners, need i say more?

i think i complain too much, so what if i just had three consecutive days of work, so what if i decided to chill today...and so what if i ahve another 7hr shift 2morrow? hahaa tis all good... even the 10 hr shift was good. now i jsut wonder...whats gona happen next?

xx smilingf00l

talk about random

so....this was the tag i saw on my tanktop....dont ask why i even 'looked' at it but yeah. haha

um okay! ;D

xx smilingf00l

ti-Red

so lets see....whats the schedule for next week?

monday: work
tues : possibly work
wed: work
thurs: work
friday: work
saturday: work
sunday:......possibly work


wow thats it. my lifes over.

nah jokes.....just HEAPS tired even thinking bout it but cant complain wif the good cash rolling in
sorry peoples that i made plans with....we can work it out. im really curious whether i eneda work the midnight shift on christmas eve...imagine that... 12am-7am. epic

for now...gona crash out tired

xx smilingf00l

half-yearly hotmail cleanout

stats december 2010
total unread emails : 5689
total emails (read + unread) : 8618

CLEANING DAY 1

deleted: 927 emails
saved: 23
remaining unread: 4758

CLEANING DAY 2

cbb posting the stats so took a screenshot

moneyy

had another shift today. THURSDAY. cannot believe time's flown so much as its already thursday, the hustling day of mums with baby prams, office ladies during their lunchbreak, and of course.... the busiest night ever, only koz thursdays the only day with 'late night shopping'.

in a way im glad im not doing the night shift though i DID just have a six hour arvo shift and yes im sucha baby koz i AM tired =[ probs due to my laziness and running around, the hecticness, and GOSH.....the BABY. so in strolls a mum, with two dramaqueens and a little toddler

the toddler wailed as soon as it stepped foot into the store, nonstop for the WHOLE time until finally, the mum gave in and let him out of his stroller. big mistake. he started running around, sneaking into other change rooms [ WITH OTHER CUSTOMERS] and jsut wailing and yelling and squealing that everyone started complaining. he left the changeroom area so i 4got bout it

then came the madrush at around 1pm, the queue went all the way down and it was hectic. jsut leave it at that. so as the minute hand ticked past 12, i thought, GREAT. finally 3pm. yay my shift is over. to be called to stayback....half an hr....one hr. no. TWO hours. but luckily they let me have a break , at 4:15. so i had a half hr break and finally ate [koz was starvingggg] b4 going back to finish off my 15 mins and heading home. yay. ;D im happy except after stepping out of shopping centre to carpark, i realised. the heatwave gosh.

HURRY UP AND RAIN ALREADYYY~!!!

mister weather controller, what happened today? were u too tired to make it rain? or purposely keeping up the rain? either way....itd be better if it wasnt so hot. =[ so yes, story of my life. im quite tired and i dont really know why. it was only a 6 hr shift, heraing how my friends r working fulltime at the momeny 9am-6pm. i have nothing to complain about.

shoutout to

Jan, was quite a nice surprise to see ya! hope u had fun shopping and lets ACTUALLY catchup sometime ;D hope ya come by some time agen heehehs <3

Vness , babes we need to meet. have fun with your shift 2nite and yes, come visittt meeee !! hohoho luv ya <3

Toan, thankyou for spamming me with your iphone msgs >=/ haha but yeah thanks for the info! and hope u have funfunfun 2nite with ur shift ;D cya 2morrow

what a day, but im happy. it was a good day. ;D got another 5 hr shift 2morrow and another one on sunday. ohhh i love it when i think of the cash rolling in ;D yepyep happy holidays everyone, hope you're staying safe and happy. hope everyones going well with interviews and that those overseas arent partying TOO hard, im so jealous :(


signing out,
xx smilingf00l

SUNSHINE

the first glimmers of sunlight hovered through my open window, dancing amidst the gentle breeze which soothed my dreams.

ok that was too much. what was i even trying to say? sry if that made u go WTF koz it made me flinch ...so... cheesy and.... bringing back memories of english and jsut...ugh. ahah

well... to the contrary of that, the first thought that buzzed me awake when i saw sunshine and blue skies was 'DARNIT, I CANNOT BELIEVED I CANCELLED THE TRIP BECAUSE THE FORECAST SAID POSSIBLE SHOWERS' ....well not that agro but still... i was slightly disappointed but nonetheless, i fell asleep again... from 7:28am til 9:5 6am. well being the 'cook' i am... i decided to make some sushi for 'lunch' which ..failed koz i decided to try a new way of rolling it. it tasted fine but yeah...presentation....uh... i'll work on that. im not even bothered to show pics of it but yeah...someday i will :)

on a sidenote, i should really learn that.... having 3L of water ...and still another cup infront of me right now is probably not the best idea....making me thirstier than i was beforehand. it suddenly reminded me of that 'water diet' that a friend had told me about.... not that i'm dieting or anything... after all... i'd be prettymcuh the last person who could diet (being the fatty i am, that is).

so i spent my whole day streaming season 4 gossipgirl vids after finally finding a site which allowed it :( yes i HAVE been missing out on quite abit but its all good, catching up now at least. better now than never :) its good. i guess it was good to stay home for a change... jsut chillaxing and not really having anything to go to [though i DID misscall work so missed a shift today-oops at least they got a fill-in ] but yeah i cant wait before the cash rolls in kos even now... the fortnight isnt up yet :( its okay. everything will be okay :)

tpg net is really pissing me off these days kos everytime i get a fone call, i DC. is there something wrong wif the filter? the modem? tpg net? ...... my luck? gg i really hope it gets fixed soon koz dc-ing like 10 times a day with a 1hr break inbetween [before it reconnects again] is really...NOT GOOD. sigh. thats wat i get for being asian (with tpg) i guess :( oh wells cant complain

got some exercise, fam time, bought ingredients for 2morrow's secret cooking and fingers crossed that'll turn out better than 2day's sushi so i can be proud to put up some pics... but yes was good day :) cant complain

should prob catch some sleep soons, funny how lazing around makes me more tired


tc,

signing out,
xx smilingf00l

im SORRY :(

today was quite a fkd up day i dont even know wat to make of it....after baking brownies, such a nice and sunny day of cupcakes and M&M's so decided in the spur of moment to go watch The Social Network thanks to the cheapppp $8 student monday deals wooohooo ;D. was good, the movie i mean.

it was quite a lazy/chillax/nice day with the sun out and everything til.... a decision aroused. it was meant to be a simple little invite but i think.... it became more worked up than it shouldve... but nonetheless it led to the train station....and then.... to the encounter of what...totally killed my day. the encounter of a 'fat pig bitch' but then again... how gg. was she working on comission? noneteless i wont let tha get to me ... koz she is not worth it. fingers crossed the prob will be fixed soonnn [ give me a buzz if anything misterr SB koz im there for ya! anything! im not even kidding ] but yes ....

hadta wait quite a bit for my ride koz mum was....on the phone gg >> [she chose phone>me :( ] but yes thats understandable...i should've prob walked it myself haha would've been nice with the setting-sun and the nice breeze ;

played some piano the first time since forever and gosh im sooooooo rusty. needa learn some new tunes and fixup my old ones and become pro-er >=D but yes...for now goals

- dont moodswing so much
- get more shifts for work
- START driving [needa get a move on >=/]
- get FIT bahaha =[
- learn to cook ;D
- learn cocktail recipes
- learn more songs for piano

feel rather... clueless atms... of what these days will bring, of what will happen and of how im going to react. 9 days and counting. im very nervous.

but none of that now....
if only...

(8) it was onlyyy just a dreammm~~ (8)


tc;
signing out,

xx smilingf00l

BAKED ;D

hahahas yes i was sooo bored today that i decided to try making CHOC BROWNIES ;D fingers crossed they dont taste TOO bad koz for me they were alrights ;D and to the MEANIES out there *cough cough* i CAN bake >=D well at least i can try to >_____<

ingredients

melting chocolatee ;D

other ingredients all mixed through

after baking.....is that even cooked yet? HAHA taste-testingg

funny how the thing i failed with was 'cutting' it

THE END

well after all that, i managed to waste 2 hours. was a sweet two hrs wasted and pretty happy with the results! i think i'll try making few other things but i wonder wat hrrmmms

and while i was at it....

i decided to make BRUNCH [though feels weird eating it at brunch...]

check it out....

CHEAT PIZZA

tc;

xx smilingf00l;

happy two months sweetie ^_^

surprise coffee!

wow...time flies. and yesterday was prett-ty good. i mean cmon who WOULDNT wana try a cinnamon cappuccino? [large size as well. yes please] hahas long story cut short:

1. order a large cappuccino to share

2. being the smart person you are, sprinkle a large blanket of 'chocolate powder' ontop of the foam. [choc powder being actually, cinnamon powder]

3. being the SMARTER person you are, stir the powder into the drink ;D

4. enjoy a cinnamon flavoured cappuccino ;)

viola~

was quite a good.....experience [NOT] but yes hahas was fun, and nice to chill in a coffee shop esp wif the weirdass weather outside mmmmmm and gotta sey, likin those mother's crepes ;P i think its new but i gotta sey, the strawberry cheesecake one was yumyumyumyum ^_^ except had a hard time wif unwrapping/eating it without the icecream spilling out [indicated by the pile of orange paper in the picture above] but yes was yummo! ^_^ lucky we had that BEFORE the coffee koz i totally lost my appetite after the coffee haha.

another random thought, shoutout to brian &happy bday to him, was quite a good day ;D catching up with everyone again though i hope he had a good day :S but yeah was good :) if only there was cake but sif the man himself was gona bake a cake for himself, hahas its okay i'll get you one ... someday ;D but yes was goood

another shoutout to DZ for a pretty good day outs despite the weather, but yes, NOTE TO YA, u should make up ur mind more ;P i thought i was bad but ahhas,,.. u took it to the next level. its alrights ahhas was goooood :) and it was totally cool, paying to get owned in liek 6 games of pool and when i sey OWNED... i MEAN owned...and aside from getting owned by the pro-pooler i also got owned by the pool table [thats three times now n counting but yes hope i dont curse myself even more =[ ] but yes...sif so camerashy ;P

been tired latelys, having just had three shifts of work on consecutive days, yes i sound like a wuss but it was tiring ...running around keeping stuff tidy n neat, memorising wher everyhting is, helping customers out, putting stuff back on racks .......=[ ahahas im not even gona go into the duties of changerooms but yea.... was aiights i'll be glad when the cash starts rolling in though rite now i gotta waits sighhh~~ but yes hope tis goods ^_^

thats it for now, wow i jsut realised, soz for the very long post its okay...i wont post as much now haha takecare cyberspace and possible viewers

xx smilingf00l

TANned

ok the title was lame. but yes. L.tan got even more tanned...or more like brown....

went to BEACHskiess wif venicatannababies and it was.....FUNN. the temperature was jsut right, being warm but nice beach breeze and though water was rather ...cold...crashing/jumping waves was....alotta fun. ;D sorry i couldnt hold ya hand anna koz i was too busy holding onto.. okdws

lazing around, checking out eyecandy, watching others bake and realising how meni people have tatts was rather....wow unexpected. hahas. yes everyone was turning practically orange, or some cases...plain brown. ok that sounded mean but not harshfeelings intended.

almost dozed off wif veni whilst baking koz was jsut soo...chillax.... being at beach, enjoying freedom whilst knowing others were at school/work/whatever. hahas to realise taht after we woke....the beach was practically speckled wif people in every spot....havent seen so many people in a very long time at a beach, esp on a wednesday at like 3pm. but was good. good atmosphere. good vibe. good weather. good mood. good... life ;D schweeet life.

just a note to yesterday, had fun watching INCEPTION for the very first time...[yes noob i know ... to only watch NOW ...the day before it is out of cinemas entirely] but was good. a good spend of 11bux as opposed to k....hahas looks like EITHER i needa learn korean or we needa switch to...non-korean k's but yeah. spent 20bux learning how to work the k-machine. was....good. ahahs now i know. but prob should go agen when my throat is better, sorry richard for dogging k. but yeah .... ;D i DID enjoy dessert/lunch @_@ at the fav spot...well the NEW fav spot...sipping yummy milk tea and eating shaved ice dessert? although the shaved ice melted into....a....milkshake it was still yummy ^_^ should go there more often.

finally....to the day before yesterday...[monday] went on a fabfabfabFABBB picnic wif fellow 10amer's kos 3 people were...busy/away and it was...amazing. we did timecapsule, and then trekked to bwood park for a lovely picnic. surprisngly, all the junk wer at the bottom of the list whilst the celery and carrot sticks wif hummus dips were most favoured. talk about growing up...even our tastebuds change. mmms healthy. ahahs. gg but yes. was a lovely day.....sunshine, blue skies, food, good people, doggies....mms. nice. ;D

SO. jsut when i expected to.... finally get some well-reserved rest, work comes up and i have a shift tomorrow. woohoo. idnos...im really tired atms to really think about it but yeah, fingers crossed for smooth-sailing.

wow i didnt expect my post will be this long, but yes. three days fit into 1 post. ;D thanks for listening cyberspace. ;D

tc .
xx smilingf00L

boredskies duh

alls over now....exams, school, grad, formals, now jsut need

1. a job

2. my P's

3. get fit

buahahahaha gg this pic totally cracked me up hahas (Y)

# if i had one wishh, ~

what i made for lunch after tiredness of eng ext

GOODBYE ENGLISH. WELCOME .....

ENGLISH, DIEEE

FINALLY I CAN SAY:

WOOOO ENGLISH IS OVER

despite delayed, better now than never ;D boy am i happy ahash though the question was clearly a wtf-er to skrw us up .... was alrights

todays my night off, well deserved i think soo tired after three exams this week but im slowly going through chem notes....[note VERY SLOW] ahahas,,... dear diary, just wanted to say, i will fix you up.... like SRSLY fix you up...after hsc, done fret, rite now hsc>you. IM SORRY.

ON A SIDE NOTE... the whole 'dresses' thing for formal is getting to me now... =[ after having indecisive thoughts between so meni dresses and all these opinions smack-bang at me...yes its getting to me but yeah i will get one after hsc... its ohkay...not the end of the world . but yes im sorry for getting late la =[ [to a special person] but yes. i will get one. thats my top priority after hsc. ;D woooo

on the other hand...back to chem and eco....TWO MORE FKN EXAMS TIL HSC IS GONE! THATS SIX YERAS OF SCHOOLING [techically two since we had sc ] BUT STILL! cant waitt

(8) cant help but waitt ~~ (8)

bye
x smiling fool

cloudy

right now....the dark clouds threaten to start pouring, all its sorrows, drowning our city with ....more water.

okay that was lame. wat i jsut meant was ....the dark clouds are reflective of my own depresion atms after a very....lol....exam. no comment. feels like soon...my twelve years of schooling will go down the drain. today stevie hoang kept playing though ipod was on shuffle. mayb it was a sign. 'before you go-stevie hoang,' nah i kid. man only less than seven hours before another dreadful exam, not really.

eng ext is fun :):) and it'll be over soon! everything will be over, but then i cant wait till that happens. ehhehes <3<3

better get back to it,

xx smilingf00l.

ps on a side note, i miss the coulds on that day....in the picture, at a beach, with nice weather, and clouds.

i dont know wat im saying anymore...look wat eng has done to me. shame. i kid ^^" xx

song of the moment;

Stevie Hoang- I'll be there

(added in mixpod ------->>)

FOCUS, THEY SAY...

so....was 'studying' and then decided to read this which happened to be printed on bottle, it really did make my day, and i DO feel more focused. hahas. make sure to check out these little messages on VITAMINWATER bottles. sucha nice way to brighten the day. the flavours are quite whacky as well, but still very nice :) and...different hahas. xP thumbs up vitaminwater, ;D

also wanted to say, thankyou thankyou thankyou to the sweetest boy who has brightened up my mood. much love. xx

wow i really am bored...two posts in one day. gg.
this is what you get for my procrastination, more random thoughts taking up cyberspace. ;D but yes. ^____________________^

xx smilingf00l ;D

countdown. 9

4u. biggest bs.

okok... yes it was good to smarties but me being the dummy. yes. the end.

well the sun came out, perhaps to tell me lifes not over yet, thought feels like it. I feel sercretly guilty to the lovely people who've cared to talk after the exam .... koz yes... not in the best of mood so i hope they don't take my [possible-depression/meanness] to account. =[ i didnt mean to... just...yeah. the end.

on another note... should probably be more focused for remaining exams.

Somebody popped up on msn

'' everything will be alright.''

I WISH. i HOPE.

another goes on.

'DUDE HOW'D YOU FIND IT!!!!! '

gg.

and another... a more caring person, decides that not talking bout it is best. thankyou. :)

should start studying... i hope i get better rest b4 it comes crashing down again.

signing out,
xx smilingf00l.

days counting, 10

wow, in like... 25 hours, no more 4u maths, i dont know if i feel happy, or relieved, or upset...or just stressed out koz its not over YET.

on a happy note.

//its raining, its pouring but you bring the rainbow to these gray skies.




signing out,
smilingf00lxx

one finee morning

two days before maths exam.... not int he best of moods kos someone woke me with spam texts but still... no worries..

sometimes you wonder, where youre going, what you're looking for or who you may want to go WITH, but what really matters, is that you are seeking, for just that little special soemthing which will...in the end, brighten up your day.

special person, you made my day. x

friends; the best people you can have

Sometimes... you already know the answer.
But when someone tells you it directly, it hurts ten times worse.

x.

aye; mister birdie

so went out to sea; to find this little birdie following us for 1/2 an hr. haha it just kept coming back. It was quite cute till it started stealing our food >>"

at the end of the day; its these little things that mean the most

belated senior dancee pics

shoutouts;

carolinee;

i cant believe you guessed every month but mine; but still you know u should tell me ur "private blog" ;) hahas and OMG we have cool music except mines cooler koz u can actually hear mine + kpop is cool :)


alvins;

i really cant wait till our imaginary/cool/random/awesome meetup plan works :) cant wait till these few months are overrr chyeaaaah (H)

happy holidays :)

hello there

OK so im blogging koz vincent told me to.

But i also promised wendy i'd blog bout her :)


1. HERE YOU GO VINCE :)


2. WENDY GAYBUM/LOSER GARHJEHHH

thankyou THANKYOU THANKYOU for not seeing me 2day as i would've been food poisone'd by your wasabi-flavoured chocolate biscuits :) but u know i love you ;)

this pic continues to crack me up.... koz shows we're still child@heart <-- is that even a seying? or did i make it up?

WELL ANYWAYYSSS I WANTED TO SAY.... thank GOD its the HOLIDAYS =DDDDD although this hol will be devoted to studying and studying and more studying since:
1. failed half yearlies/exams
2. should try harder =/ errr yeha
3. nobody wants to go out T____________T!

but ohwells... guess its got its pros and cons ;

2DAY was sucha LOOOONNNG DAY! got up @ like 6 koz morning class (polynomials class test ...WHICH i didnt study for :( ) and THROUGHOUT the test, ppl practising for senior challenge put kpop songs on SOOOOO loud it was distracting haha but nah it was cool...jsut my test wasnt too cool =/ THENNN we decided to learn a "dance" for our part in senior challnege ( note. i only decided to do senior challenge the day before...talk bout last minute..)

haha it was sooo last minute! everything but it was so funn and THE SARI'S are actually really cool =D ahas its prob my first/last time ever wearing one =/ but yeahhhssss =DDD but WOW... so meni people @ strat koz of easter show haha. i REALLY wanted to go this year randomly koz its the last year of childhood >=D
havent been for quite a few years, i miss wat its like going crazy over showbags or getting facepainted or even jsut the fairyfloss <3

hope everyone has a fab holiday!

OH YEAH..... rememebr when my comp TOTALLY SPAMMMED... well that "virus" got onto EVERYTHING. my usbs, my ipod, my camera (sd carD + possibly internal memory), my phone... EVERYTHING. but then i got it "reformatted" or scanned and got rid of viruses but IM STILL REALLY sus bout it all and dont know whether i should risk charging my ipod or putting pictures from my camera onto my comp///

BUT ITS HOLIDAYS..... SHOULD I?!?!? i cant decideee :(

WEEKCOUNT

how very longggg its beennn~! [ok maybe not really but feels like been ages]
lets see whats happened;

1. had swimming carni on monday; that was a good start to the week

2. great day... got 3u test back and HAHA.... literally failed =/

3. .... ok srsly weeks been soo long and dreaded wif assessments i dont wana turn this into an emo-blog

so yep :)havent really decided whether to go to seniordance yet but sounds fun; its jsut after chem test as well which means will be getting a break after a very long time.... (ok srsly....adventures of lucy's emo-blog)

felt like had a crazyass meltdown on friday with the whole ecothing T_T but yeah got better koz took tonight off jsut to breathe a bit ;)

p.s thankyoush mister luvoboy for webcamming (:

LOL i wont exposee ur identity just so all your stalkers/girlfriends/lovers/crushers/boyfriends dont bash me haha but i love this pic HAHA.

well it should be ok koz this is jsut a diary entry :)

now i have this whole to-do list to do by next weekkkk T_T

-maths4u hwk

-maths 3u hwk catchup

-watch bladerunner again

- eng ext seamus heaney 1200 word essay

- eco study for TEST ON MONDAY!!! t_t

- chem notes for thursday test

- chem tutor hwk

- buy seniordance tix

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currently listening to : Navi- I Love You (the only song on my itunes atm ) its good :)

xxLOOSEA.x3