forgotten

yep. thats all

Stronger

Wow. Its been so long that even I forgot the password. After a few cracks, back in. Saying its easy is only a lie. Saying i wont lie is also a lie. Piling lie after lie... what am i? Thats forgotten but now going to focus on whats ahead. No puns, no flashy words. No more hiding.

Need to focus on myself and become a better person.

I finally understand the feeling. I finally understand everything.

4 minutes

U know... lifes so unfair. Its filled with so many misunderstandings, all piled ontop of each other and then it disguises the truth. Its gotten to the point where i cannot decipher between the two and yeah, that feeling sucks. You know, today i thought maybe, just maybe. But then that maybe turned into a no. because. I know its just a misunderstanding, or karma hahas but yeah. sucks either way. Oh hey, guess what? not much of a hols when u got in mind another test coming up. Oh and hey, why not top it off with cut down work hrs. hahas. man.... cools.

nothing else to say. 2 minutes now. but what does it mean? nothing.

Imperfections

Made a wrong turn, once or twice.
Dug my way out, blood and fire.
Bad descisions, thats alright,
Welcome to my silly life.

I just feel that i can relate to this song, to a certain extent. Theres so much trapped up inside me and you wonder why I cannot speak the words. Maybe think. Sincerely, from me. For Once.

Change the voices, In your head.
Make them like you, Instead

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Its really cold. And I don't just mean the weather.

Cherry

'Cherry is for cherish. And I wanted to give this pin to the one i cherished the most'

How cheese but this is what i rememeber.... one of those quotes that sticks to you, when you watch some drama and go...'awwwwww...'

But recently I've been thinking, we all need to cherish what matters the most to us, what we put close at heart. Because there can be distractions sometimes, that fight for our attention and sometimes, win. Cherishing what matters most, who you can always count on. Cherishing family is what I'm getting at. Because, I love my family. <3 Just spent two hours huddled up on the couch with my mummy, rewatching videos, of more memories and really, I had no idea how much i missed that. The most time I probably spend with family is the asian dinners where we sit at the table and eat together. And recently, with work, studying, going out... Its been quite a while since thats happened. And even when its the days that I am finally home for dinner, theres always other guests invited.

Its been hard, if i said i wasnt going through much lately, it'd be a lie. But to say that i've been going through a lot, well thats a lie as well because I have clearly seen the stuff others are going through and let me say, its hell of a lot more worse. So i guess its time we sit back and think, is this problem really worth the fuss over? Will I be worried about this stupid test, or this mean person, or this horrible night? Probably Not. So how about just accepting all thats happening and making the most of it?


xx smilingf00l